I have not been a child of god long.but I went to the threshing floor conference a few years ago and it changed my life.I have a new relationship with god that I never knew.I understand who and what my purpose is.People at my church still don't understand what happen to me but they know its something different.My husband don't either,They can't grasp the fact that there is a place in god that you can get closer to him even when things are hard. I come from a c.o.g.i.c. church where things are done as protocal I try to do different but I get crazy looks especially when I lay out before God.I try to ask them to try it but they won't.anyway you probably won't read this anyway but I felt I needed to put it down ,get it off my chest. There si LOT MORE BUT THATS ANOTHER STORY